The randomness of me!

Lessons

2011-11-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

I lost a friend just the other day and it made me realise that our time on this Earth is short. You never know when your time is up. You could be perfectly happy one day and gone the next. So if you're reading this, please let whoever you know that you do care for them and appreciate them as you may never have a chance to do so again. And whatever it is that you need to do, do it. Never look back or regret a thing because life is too short for regrets. Learn from it instead and shine :)

2011-09-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

I know I said I wanted you gone, but truth be told, I'm gonna miss you dearly. I wish you didn't have to go.

HOLIDAY!

2011-06-09T04:07:00.000+08:00

3 assignments to go before I can laze around doing absolutely nothing!!!!

The past few days seem to just flown by. Nooo! I have honestly lost all motivation to do any form of study or readings or essay. Not a good thing right now seeing as I have all my essays due in just a matter of days. Oh! And one of them is already overdue. FML.

I can't manage to sit still and simply just concentrate on my essays. I have no confidence in myself and therefore cannot produce a simple nice and intellectual essay. I hate this feeling but I dunno what to do about it.

On a better note, my holidays are coming up! :) Imma redecorate my room. Im getting annoyed with all the little cylindrical containers and boxes around my room. Im going to get me some good drawers and filing shit! Hahaha.

I spend a lot of time in my room. To me my room is my personal space my comfort zone. So everything in there must be perfect. I actually cannot wait to redecorate!

I had a long list of things to talk about but my mind just went blank... odd.

Anyways, essay calls!

Need to finish this. Must finish essay. CONCENTRATE..!!!

Confucius say...

2011-05-25T03:22:00.000+08:00

I am confused... LOL

But seriously. I need clarification and possible some comforting words but most of all I need action.

I cannot help it but I think I'm falling for you which I don't think is a wise decision right now. I hope you realise what you're doing to me.

I need to learn how to accept things the way they are. They are the way they are for a specific reason. Only God knows. Acceptance is hard especially when there's so many things that I wanna change and speed up. This isn't going to be easy.

Oh someone just chop my head off!

2011-04-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

I hate uni sooo much right now. I have no motivation at all to do any shit related to uni be it that its due soon or already overdue! My head is acting up and some major building construction is going on in there and its annoying the f***ing shit out of me!

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

things.

2011-04-06T20:03:00.001+08:00

Let's just hope things go well shall we? :)

In the end.

2011-03-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

I wish I had someone to drive me around.

For once I don't want to have to worry about sending someone home and dreading the long drive back alone. I want to be appreciated. I don't like being judged. I do what I want and this is who I am.

I wish I had the courage to always speak my mind about things. I don't like being mocked. I don't like being laughed at either.

I am doing a degree in Communication Studies with a side major in English. It is a degree and I have many job opportunities and I don't like the fact that people look down on me and my degree.

I'll stop the world and melt with you.

2011-03-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

I miss my little cousin. :(

I can't handle this.

2011-03-22T22:27:00.001+08:00

My heart and my mind cannot come to an agreement and it's eating me up inside.

Nostalgia.

2011-03-22T19:17:00.002+08:00

I forgot how nice it was to listen you speak in your mother tongue.

Hello :)

2011-03-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

Forget you.

2011-01-15T17:52:00.001+08:00

Its a brand new year. That was wayyy to fast. Ah wells.

You were my story last year and I think that's all you'll be. :) I'll definitely make sure to it. I know I deserve better.

Croquembouche!

2010-12-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

One, or maybe two, of these for my birthday from the chef at the restaurant. OMG.

Simply awesome and epic!!!

OH SHIT.

2010-12-01T16:28:00.001+08:00

It's DECEMBER!!! Noooo!!!

Go away you stupid month! I don't wanna turn 20!!! :(

*hate hate hate*

:)

2010-11-05T00:18:00.001+08:00

I wish.

2010-11-01T13:55:00.003+08:00

I wish I knew what to say when you look at me.

I wish I knew what you're thinking about.

I wish I knew what's really in you're heart.

I wish I had the courage to just tell you what I really think.

I wish I could turn back time and change every stupid thing I said.

I wish you knew how much this meant to me.

But in the end, I can only wish.

UGH.

2010-10-26T16:20:00.005+08:00

Something is definitely wrong. If the End of Semester Show on Friday at Oak Lawn cannot motivate me to get all my work done so I can attend the major party then I really don't know what will. OMGGGG!

Someone just freaking kill me. Or at the very least knock some sense into me?

I find myself getting annoyed at every little thing. This is sooooooo not going well. Stressed much?!

Arghhh. Why can't all essays be simple and straight forward and easy!?

Outing with the work mates. :) Twas a fun night.

Hush! I was hoping that with pictures like these, at the very least they can motivate me to do my work.

I'm definitely losing it. Shit.

Hey,

What are we going to do about the summer holidays? Shit. I wish you didn't have to go.

Current state.

2010-10-22T16:40:00.001+08:00

Current state.

4 assignments due next week = Jules = braindead.

TOOODLES!

...

2010-10-21T21:18:00.001+08:00

I feel like a stranger in my own house.

FML

2010-10-18T08:40:00.001+08:00

So I bring everything into uni all motivated to do some work.

Upon coming here, I sit down, switch on the laptop and go onto Facebook. Then the procrastination starts. :(.

Uni stinks.

2010-10-16T13:04:00.000+08:00

I noticed I've become rather lazy lately. Handing up all my assignments late. Cannot be bothered doing any of them at all. Seriously, when will I actually start to sit my ass down and actually discipline myself before it's too late.

Sometimes, I wonder if I was meant to be doing what I'm doing. I have no passion in what I do and I don't even know where this is going to lead me.

I've gt problems of my own. I must say, I 'love' the timing of these problems coming in when I've gt like 5 essays due over the course of the next two weeks. Like seriously, WTF.

Jules is dead. Yup. No doubt about it.

Who am I kidding?

2010-10-12T07:47:00.001+08:00

F*** this shit.

I cannot believe this.

2010-10-11T18:36:00.002+08:00

Somehow, coming to think of it, I cannot believe how much I'm actually missing you and what we had. I mean it really was nice while it lasted and I wish something nice would have sprouted out from there but then again some things just aren't meant to be I presume.

It was nice while it lasted.

Pure awesomeness!

2010-10-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

Tonight's gonna be a good night. :)

Of hula skirts, assignments, friends, drinks, the beach and work.

Awesomeness indeed.

BOOYAH!

Me and my randomness.

2010-10-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

I've come to notice that I can be really random at times. It really does make me wonder what the crap is going on in this head of mine.

I can go on about one single topic then immediately switch to something totally different and unrelated. Random I know. But I doubt I realize I'm doing it.

Random Fact.

Another day of uni and yet another assignment to tackle. It's assignment month yo! Assignments here and there due as if there isn't a tomorrow. I'm so flat out of brain juice. Anyone wanna go down to the shops and donate some to me pretty please.

Another more random fact.

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Even more random, I know.

Well anyways, toodles!

Dear assignment.

2010-09-30T10:17:00.001+08:00

My dear dear assignment,

You can seriously go to hell. :). Yup. Definitely shows how much I love you. :).

I wonder what mum will do if I chose to maybe, just maybe fail all my units. Hmmm.

Bleahhhh!

Ugh. Commitments.

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

2010-09-27T14:07:00.001+08:00

What if...

2010-09-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

What if I said I wanted history to repeat itself?

Jules, Jules, Jules. You simply love getting yourself into a dilemma.

57 hours and counting...

2010-09-17T18:46:00.002+08:00

Whoever would have thought that with only 3-4 hours of sleep in three days that I am still able to function.

It's been 57 hours... And I'm still awake. Things to do and places to go so that doesn't mean I get to go to dreamland just yet. :S

Things I get up to as a media student.

2010-09-13T20:39:00.002+08:00

It does look rather real hey. Took us like around half hour to an hour to make the damn blood. And not to mention that I was freezing my ass off in shorts!

A little note to you,

I wish you knew. I feel like I'm going round the roundabout. I see all these signs but I just can't make up my mind on which turn I should be at. I hope you know what you've done. I wonder if you feel the same.

...

Of boredom and procrastination.

2010-09-08T12:25:00.002+08:00

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

I...

2010-09-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

I feel lost. I feel trapped.

:D

2010-09-06T09:11:00.003+08:00

I'M STILL ALIVE!!!!!

Sadly, not for long. Stoopid uni. =(

Hey you.

2010-09-05T02:13:00.000+08:00

Dream a little dream of me.

I'm not ready.

2010-09-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

Guess what?!?!

2010-08-28T19:06:00.002+08:00

Somebody...

Got herself a new toy!!! =DD *huge ass smile*

Not going to tell you what simply because I can so you're gonna have to figure it out yourself.

Haven't played with it much yet tho. Waiting on a certain ding dong to help me with certain somethings. =) This msg can sound sooo wrong. Ah wells!

New toy, new toy, new toy.... Mmmhhmmmm. =)

Waddap yo?!

2010-08-28T14:51:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

:D

2010-08-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Cloud 9

2010-08-21T09:06:00.002+08:00

As fun as I know it can be walking on the clouds with you, having not a single care about the world below us, I also know that I should really come back down to earth.

As much as I know that I'll miss the feeling, I must come to realise that I cannot have everything.

It hurts me to know that you're all the way up in the clouds and I want more than anything to be with you, but the fact that reality is creeping up on me isn't really a satisfying thought.

So I have to give it my all to come back down, to realise that this is the reality that I'm in. That this is where I'm going to be. That no matter what happens, I have to face my consequences down here and not up there.

Although, one little secret... I really really really really wanna be on the clouds with you.

Hitz.fm boys.

2010-08-18T18:16:00.004+08:00

Random title because I can.

Apparently, the fact that I'm in the fourth week of uni hasn't really dawned on me just yet. I feel as if time is on a standstill.

Been fooling around and doing nearly everything else besides work. Ive got work tomorrow and I'm too lazy to go. =(!

Airport to send my English friend off tomorrow. She's leaving me already! I only just got to know her! How can this be happening! Who in the world will entertain me at work now?!

I miss my long long hair. Tryin my best to keep it growing long. I'm afraid that when summer comes around the corner I might attempt to chop it off again.

I wanna learn hip hop and ballroom dances. Hmm. I miss the stage. I really really do. I miss the nervousness feeling that you get before you run out on the stage and all eyes are on you. I miss the fun one can have dancing on stage like there's no tomorrow.

I miss you...

Must try and avoid.

2010-08-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

Somehow I really have to get myself back on track to what I'm supposed to be doing. No more of the fooling around crap. I mean you're nice and all but that's pretty much it. It may happen but I'm not gonna control it. I've had my fair share and I'm pretty much over it. It does get to me sometimes though and trust me it isn't a good feeling to have but I need to remember to put it aside and focus on the task at hand. I hate it when you're kind of always in the way but arghhh. This really really sucks. Then again I really do sound like I know shit about what I'm writing but ah wells. Who really gives a damn anyways? FML!

Randomness.

2010-07-25T18:08:00.002+08:00

Uni is around the corner. Tomorrow actually. Time passes wayyyy too fast. I'm actually glad that uni is starting soon because it means me having something to do and not lazing away like the pig I am but then I'm not entirely looking forward to it. I hate you all with Mondays off! Grah!

Oh wells. Back into the whole cycle all over again. Assignments, tests and the list goes on. Dreading it but then again that's probly the whole reason why my ass is in Perth.

I shall not screw up. I will not screw up! Hmm. We shall see. Rambling on and on because I'm very very bored.

Where's my angel when I want one?

Hate.

2010-07-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

- I hate it how you have to be there while I'm all the way here.

- LOVE like there's no tomorrow,

DANCE like nobody's watching,

and,

SMILE simply because you can,

AND because I SAID SO! :)

2010-07-16T18:34:00.001+08:00

2010-07-10T16:37:00.001+08:00

Me and You.

2010-07-09T14:33:00.002+08:00

So I'm back in Perth. Boredom.

Supposed to be unpacking but my laziness factor has totally overpowered everything. Hmmm.

Someone get your ass her and help me unpack. Please?

CBF.

2010-06-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna spoil my life somehow and I really cannot be bothered.

Exams are over, I'm flying off. I don't whats become of us. I'm confused to the ends of the earth. I don't wanna fly. I wanna just sit and mope around because I can. I wanna do all the things that I can. I don't wanna have a care about anything at all.

Hate.

2010-06-16T00:59:00.001+08:00

Hate is such a big word isn't it.

WELLLL.....

I HATE MYSELF LIKE SHIT NOW!

Dead.

2010-06-15T20:28:00.003+08:00

Shiat! Matilah aku ni. Macam mana lah ni. Tak tahu nak buat apa sekarang.. Sangat menyakitkan lah. Tolonglah aku! Aku tak sampai nak pergi.

Aduhai. Macam rojak dah ni!

Linguistics.

2010-06-11T02:12:00.002+08:00

Im suppose to be doing an all niter. Suppose to put my head in my books and no where else. But look at me. The queen of procrastination. What will it take to discipline me I wonder.

I dont know what I'm gonna be doing for the future. To be honest I dont even want to get out of uni just yet. I feel like being a first year student all over again. How carefree I was then compared to now.

Studying feel so much of a chore at this point of time. I feel as if Im not doing something that I enjoy but smth to help me graduate thats all. I wonder if Ill land the right job in future? I guess getting a degree in a field you say you like really takes a lot out of you. There are just times where you hate the degree you're doing but you have a feeling that it'll all work out in the end. I mean what are the chances that you're gonna be applying every single shit you learn in your degree anyways?

Things will definitely work out in the end I guess. I just need faith. =D

Lost my train of thought. O wells.

Dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai! Kan guo lai, kan guo lai!

Peiii!!! Its stuck in my head!!!

Lately.

2010-06-06T18:43:00.003+08:00

Exams are around the corner.

Things to do.

- Drag my heavy ass out of the bed and do some serious study. Played more than enough.

That's all.
Much more actually but that's my secret. It's for me to know only.

Im really sorry. Im crapping away. So boreeeddd. I cannot be arsed studying. I wanna go out and play. =(

The room is a mess. Someone wanna come do my chores for me? =D.

I want kolo mee and laksa.... =(

I is the very random. I know. Its the stress people! They do things to you. Wahahaha!

Honestly. Seriously.

2010-05-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

Honestly, seriously, this has got to stop!

Everything just seems to be getting on my nerves nowadays and its very annoying.

I hate it when people just seem to take me for granted! Hello! I am human too you know!

What the hell! Am I too nice until you step all over me?! I can be helpful but know I cannot help you the entire time!

Seriously, why can't I just say no?!

I hate it when people don't know I exist and in their eyes it might just be a joke but hey! I have feelings too you know. Sometimes the jokes not that funny anymore!

Grahhhh!

Hmmm.

2010-04-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

Dare I bring this blog back to life?

The End.

2010-01-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

There will no longer be any updates to this blog. I regret to say that this blog from now on is gonna be dead. I couldnt bring myself to delete this blog so yeah.

Cya ppls!

Love,

Juls.

Its about time.

2009-11-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

Exams have been over for ages. I just havent been oomphed enough to blog. haha. Anyways. Been kinda just lazing around. When i feel the oomph to blog then I will. Right now is kinda a big downfall in my life and I am trying to climb back up. So many things turn out the way I didnt expect them to.

At least I do a great job at pretending that I'm ok when I'm not.

At least God knows the real me and in Him I shall find my comfort.

Till I get the oomph to blog. That's all for now.

=(

2009-11-11T15:47:00.001+08:00

I miss my mummy. =(

Just a little something.

2009-10-21T02:11:00.002+08:00

I found this in my notebook. A friend wrote it for me.

"My faith keeps me going,
Day to day and night to night.
My love for Him is strong,
To and fro, back to back.
And I know my God and saviour is my friend.
Waves and waves may come crushing around me,
But it is He who will keep me safe.
Thanks Dad."

What is love?

2009-09-18T09:37:00.003+08:00

This is stolen off a friend. But i just like it so much. Don't you?

Someone asked me what is love
is it good, is it bad
is it awesome, is it terrible
I honestly didnt know how to answer them.
I finally desided love as the most complicated of all emotions
Love is kind
love is harsh
love is wonderful
love is terrible
love is a cure
love is a sickness
love is LOVE
love is hate
love is meaningful
love is pointless
love shows the best in people
love shows the worse in people
love makes us speak truth
love makes us lie
love understands everything
love confuses everyone
love builds your life
love tears your heart down
love makes you smile
love makes you cry
love makes us cuddle
love makes us hit
love makes the world go round
love makes the world go crashing down
love makes things simple
love makes things impossible
love is always worth it
love is never worth it
love makes us smarter
love makes us stupid
love is enlightening!
love is BLIND
make love not war
make war out of love
love encourages
love scares
love is peaceful
love creates fights
love is soothing
love is tough

...and above all
Love is always worth it
because you become a better person
everytime you love someone
from the simplest caring for a friend
to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends
from the unconditional love of a child
to the complicated love of the gods
there is...no meaning to love
love means...everything

No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry
tries your spirt, and splits your soul.
Love is always worth it...because what doenst kill you
will makes you stronger
And however long it takes
you will be, a better person because you lived, though love.
Weren't afraid to make mistakes, choices and try again.
And...above all, loved someone no matter what people thought.
You would die for that person...but you would also live for them.
That...is the true meaning of love...

Love is..

Love is nothing,
Without a kiss.
Love is everything,
When you feel like this.
Love is precious,
When they mean everything to you.
Love is painful,
When they're not with you.
Love is priceless,
The true kind can't be bought.
Love is life...
When it's all you've got.

Memories.

2009-09-18T09:23:00.002+08:00

Funny isn't it? How it is possible that you can remember every single useless details and nothing of your studies.

But if a disaster happened or a misunderstanding between friends or family somehow the memory just seems to stay on the your head and just doesn't leave you no matter how much you want it to. Its... just.... there.

To say that you would want to leave something behind is a big thing to do. I mean how much of that can you actually leave behind? Has there ever been days that you were bored and started to just sit and ponder what could have happened if............. or if....... and the list goes on.

I know people who get themselves drunk or keeping themselves occupied every night so that they will not think of a certain memory. But how long can you actually last doing that to yourself? Won't you get tired of having to keep yourself busy every time just so that you don'e have to think about it?

I dunno because this is definately my own point of view. That memories shall forever remain. Bad memories and good memories. It will always somehow be with you. Unless you choose to brainwash yourself. =D.

I want.

2009-09-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

Lab report.

2009-09-13T12:18:00.001+08:00

I feel as if the whole world is crashing down on me and I'm falling into this big huge pit and everyone's just walking past me and not helping me up at all.

Study break.

2009-09-09T10:34:00.002+08:00

My dad is here.

Good and bad.

Good because i get to pester him to buy things for me.

Bad because I've gt assignments due and I havent started even one of them and I'm gaining weight because he invites me out to dinner every night.

That will be all.

Short posts because my brain hasnt functioned in a few days and there's not much to say.

........

2009-09-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

As I sit and I stare at the computer screen,
I ponder on what this all really means.
The tears they silently roll down my cheeks,
My heart it gently tears and finally breaks.
This crushed feeling I feel in my soul,
I wonder if he can heal what I feel
I began to think does he understand at all?
Does he even know?
These pondering questions I have in my head,
When I should be doing my assignments instead.
I think back on the memories,
The smiles, the laughter and the joy,
Then the worst bits cut in,
And then before I knew it,
The tears started again.

=)

Internet.

2009-09-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

I hate the internet. It's so slow.

Bleah.

2009-08-24T18:30:00.004+08:00

Wahahahahaha! Im un uni using up my own quota. Picture time!

Hahaha. I just browsed through my whole collection of photos. And Ive just noticed that I really do not have much to post up. But then a promise is a promise. =DD. I shall start from the very beginning. TeeHee. When I was in Kuching.

I went for go carting with a few friends. Hehehe. I look so funny in the helmet.

That's me looking at my finger because the freaking tree was filled with thorns and it poked me!! *sniff sniff*

SEE WHAT I MEAN?!?!?!!

Hahahaha. The bestie a.k.a the "foster" brother a.k.a. my closest friend a.k.a. Joel Ngeaw busy being an emo.
After having an Italian buffet with Joel. Both we're very bored and decided to take pictures. =D.

A night of Twister, Card games and the Wii at my house just two days before I flew to back to Perth. =)

That's pretty much what I did back home. Didn't take much pictures. Was too busy eating all the Malaysian delicacies. =DD!

Back in Perth no much pictures either. Went for birthday parties, got ready for uni. Didnt take much. hehehe. sorry!

Anyways, that's about it. Ive gta go do my assignment. Its due two days from now!! Argghhh!!

Ciao!

The internet.

2009-08-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

Im so super sorry. I know I was suppose to upload pictures and all but my stoopid INTERNET IS A B****. GRRR!! It's freaking shaped! It's only been 2 weeks and it's shaped. I stay in a homestay ppl so yea. With 3 other boys. Which are my homestay mum's kids so yea. Bleah. So till I choose to bring my laptop to uni no piccies. Im so sorry.

Anyways, what's been happening lately... Hmm.

I did the 40 hour famine!! I went 40 hours without food and the laptop!! Wahahaha! I rock!

* * * * * * * * * * * * *

Okay. On a different note, having read 'dealing with negative comments' on (http://www.nuffnang.com.au), I totally agree with the comments on blogs and i agree too in a different way. Like having negative comments thrown at your face and all. It hurts doesn't it. Especially when some people just tell it to you straight. No sugar coating no nothing. I've been through it and I must say it felt like something went straight through my heart, especially when that person or so doesn't really know me but thinks they can analyze and tell me what's right from wrong. O wells. Do what I do. It helps. Just don't think of what they are saying to you especially if you don't think you are to be blamed for who you are. You have your own unique feature and character. Don't let anyone change that unless they are advising you for the better (eg. don't do drugs.. u get my drift.) =D.

That's bout it. Stoopid internet. Im so sorry!! I really really wanna post pics.

Hmm. Should I bring my laptop to uni....??

Procrastination.

2009-08-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

Bleah bleah bleah.

Title says it all. I've got assignments due and all and Juliana Jessica Woon is too super lazy. Sniff sniff. Somebody do my work for me please!! =DD. It will be much appreciated. =D.

Italian, Psychology, Linguistics and Communications. Bleah.

O WELLS.

On a brighter note. I played with an iMac today!! Super awesome! hahaha! Im such a noob. Was so blur on the function keys I actually nearly pressed all the little buttons to see what it does. Hahaha! Learnt the real basics of Dreamweaver today for my stoopid communications assignment. I gt create a friggin website for my portfolio. Bleah. Fun fun. Hmmm.

I want chocolate. (Totally random.)

I shall attempt Italian. (It's due Thursday!!)

Tee Hee. =D

I feel...

2009-08-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

I feel empty, lost and troubled.

I miss you. Im here and you're there. Who else can I talk too when I'm down? Who else can I turn to when I get into a quarrel? Who else will talk silly with me?

I feel forgotten. Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible. Like they don't even know that I exist. Like I'm a ghost. Why do I bother hanging out then? Why do you bother asking me along? Why do you care?! I don't know. Maybe it's the fear of being alone. Maybe its the feeling that I'm actually wanted. Gah gah gah gah!!

Bleah.

Changes.

2009-07-12T04:06:00.002+08:00

Isnt it amazing how people change in such a short amount of time. It can be from mixing with the wrong group to staying alone everyday and every minute. Sometimes they change for the better while at times they change for the worst. It really sucks when they change for the worst and they don't realise it and when you try telling them they'll just think that you're annoying or else just jealous. But doesn't it affect you when your friend just deserts you for someone better in his/her eyes? Doesn't it affect you when all you can do is watch by the sidelines? Doesn't it affect you at all that it is your friend who is changing or someone close to you? Does it scare you at all? Do you get affected?

I think it does affect everyone. I can honestly say I get affected by all these things very easily. I put much care in my friendships and friends. But then like me I think some of them just hide it inside and try to say a word sometimes but then fails and then just leaves it at that. I know it sucks big time. But then, honestly, what can you really do?

Bleah,

2009-07-12T03:34:00.003+08:00

Things these past few days have been bleah.

I will never leave things to the last minute again. Still addicted to typing maniac on facebook. It is indeed a very interesting game to play. Really trains your typing speed. Hahahaha. Im actually typing faster now. OMG! hahaha. Home hasnt been that interesting. Its home.

Flying off in a few days and I still cannot believe it myself. Soon Ill be back in Perth away from the family, the friends, the "I can get what I want when I ask", the mummy love, the dependency on the parents, the car advantages. So yea, it is like leaving all that behind for life in Perth, alone, independent and "bleah" public transportation and walking everywhere. OMG! I "cannot" wait.

Kuching has been hot hot hot hot and when I fly back to Perth it's gna be cold cold cold cold! Grr. Hw "fun"! Hahaha.

So, Joel has left for NZ just yesterday. Things have certainly changed. I guess it's really true when people say that you dont really appreciate something until you lost it. O wells.

Changing topics. It amazes me that I somehow can't really be bothered to get out of bed and try to eat all the food that I've been planning to eat. I've just been sittin at home stuck infront of the black stoopid box watching shows and movies. Then I would wait then go swimming in the afternoon and then wait for the goin out supper time at night. And that would go one like everyday except the swimming part.

Bleah.

I dont wanna fly just yet!! I have got too much things that I need to do and eat. How smart of me to leave things to the last minute.

GRRRR!

O wells. I think thats enough for now. It's 4am. I should probably really try to get some sleep. I have to wake up like in 2 hours for church. Joy.

Ciao!

Bleah.

2009-06-25T16:12:00.005+08:00

My blog is so so so dead. Its been approx. a week plus or so since i finished my exams. Since then I havent had that much time on my hands. And. Been a lil too lazy to blog as well. Tee Hee.

Back home in Kuching now but not many ppl are home yet. Even if some are home most are simply bz planning for school or exams or bla bla bla. So here I am. Sitting at home watching online movies and catching up on my scrubs. =D.

Hmm. Since I would really love to go and enjoy my movies I think I shall just post up pictures okies? Hahahaha. Enjoy!

Bleah. Done. =D.

no title

2009-05-30T23:53:00.005+08:00

I must say. Life has certainly been messing around with me lately. When I finally come to a conclusion that everything is fine, things go downhill all of a sudden. And the whole circle starts again.

But then again. Ask me whether I would turn back time, my answer will be a flat out no. Ive come to learn that things in life happen for a reason. Sure things and problems like losing a friend or breaking up is not a simple thing to face. But when it happens, it happens. All you can do is learn from it and so it helps in the future. Mistakes made in the past are obstacles to learn from and avoid in future. For example you get caught doing something stoopid and your friends laugh at you. Then in future you will be more aware of your surroundings before you think of doing anything.

Some changes may change you for the better or for the worse. I guess people just have to be strong and notice which changes bring about better things or else worse things.

Thats it bout that.

I dont know why. But ever since i found this phrase, I still like it alot. (eventhough i used it up on someone already) The words itself bring so much meaning to me.

Two hearts,
Two minds,
In time,
Did find.
One love,
One aim,
Two paths,
The same.

I find it amazing that how so little words can mean so much to people. True eyyy.

Anyways. Dont mind me. Im done talking crap. Was simply procrastinating. Exams are a week away... SNIFF SNIFF.

A desire.

2009-05-23T03:46:00.002+08:00

Simple.

A desire to be understood.

Being the ever so loving kind friend is beginning to tick me off already and I still cannot help it but be that way. Getting taken for granted is not good and indeed not a nice feeling at all.

Things havent been goin the way I hoped it did. Emotions have been all over the place. All im currently just asking for is for people to understand. To understand that a person as cheery and bubbly as me has their limits.

There's also a big desire to really ask God and demand what his plan is for me. Cz right now I feel like as if I was put here so people could just make use of me and yatta yatta yatta. Having experience friends leaving to join another group of friends have been somewhat a natural occurence in my life and yet I still cannot learn to deal with it.

"Don't expect me to do things. I might just snap one day."

Wolverine.

2009-05-05T18:27:00.007+08:00

So, the cellies are out now at Carousel. Watching Wolverine. I watched it already.

Juls is at home. She is suppose to be doing her homework. She has a HUGE pile of work due in tomorrow. But.. This is what she's been up to."

Leave me alone!! Im procrastinating... wait. That's not it. It's I cannot concentrate on my friggin work!! How?!?!?!?! Crap Crappety crap crap crap. Grrr...

Concentration.

2009-05-05T17:18:00.003+08:00

I wish I can really concentrate right now. Im so distracted. Not by the laptop but by the amount of things in my head. Grrr.

Hey, big Guy. If you're reading this. PLEASE help me concentrate. Gimme your wisdom to get my work done.

Why do I get the feeling that I'm gonna be overdosing on coffee soon.

Crap. No sleep till Thurs. =S. (That's what i was afraid of)

There goes my hyperactiveness. Or maybe not. Hmmm.

God, help!!!

Jump.

2009-05-05T00:44:00.004+08:00

I love you God!

2009-04-28T18:19:00.004+08:00

I've really come to realise that when you really find inner peace and decide to leave things unto God that everything does really fall into place. It's amazing isn't it. It's WOW!

Now, why haven't I thought bout that earlier?!

Indeed, I am loved. =D!

Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands.
-Deuteronomy 7 : 9-

Camp.

2009-04-28T16:17:00.003+08:00

Been away at camp for the weekend. I must say this was the best camp I have ever been to. To be honest I dreaded going to camp because I had a whole stack of work that needed to be done. But now I can honestly say that I never regretted going to camp. It was awesomeeee!! =DD! Jesus, I love you!

Pictures are not with me yet but ill post the ones I have. Not much tho.

Thats all! Ciao!

Psychology.

2009-04-19T03:20:00.001+08:00

I am telling you i am so so so so so so so so so sick of psychology already. Its giving me a headache. I feel like i have a brain of a squashed watermelon. And it 3.30 freakin am in the morning. Stoopid psychology report. Can't you be any easier to do. 1500 words!! wth!! Grrr...

When you start to defer because you don't know how to do your psychology report.

2009-04-18T12:31:00.002+08:00

my super poser friend. haha! lols. jokes.

the poser sharing his skills. wahahaha.

i can pose too!

perfect!!!

i can do this. can you?!?!

LOL!

2009-04-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

I am by far the most "never to follow a schedule unless its unrelated to uni or school or work" person i noe. Plannings to do such and such related with school work on the holidays never NEVER works out. Smth else will always attract my attention. And then when i realise, half the day is gone. God help me. Seriously. I better try and learn to sit my ass down. Although I am miles away i still can hear my mum's annoying as ever voice going " you! go sit down and study! stop watchin tv! stop playing piano." or whatever mischief i get up to. grrr.

So tell me. How do you possibly get a girl so hyper and "can't sit still" like me to actually sit down and concentrate on her work?!?! God!! How how how?!?!

Cravings

2009-04-15T17:43:00.003+08:00

Look at this...

and this

and this...

OMG!! i want some now now now now!! Is your mouth watering yet? Cause i know mine is!! arrggghhhh!!!!!!!!

Because.

2009-04-14T12:27:00.002+08:00

Because every little thing affects me in the strangest most annoying way.

Because i care way way too much to notice myself.

Because they mean more to me than how much i mean to myself.

Because i help in every way i can.

Because i know how it feels like.

Because i want them to know that no matter what that i'll be there.

Because i dont matter much.

Because i'm forsaken.

Because its ok.

Just.... Because....

Hmm...

2009-04-11T09:04:00.002+08:00

Just saw. So nice of you to get that. Now. Where's my birthday present my close closest friend?

U noe what. Nvm.

The power of YOU.

2009-04-11T08:32:00.002+08:00

"Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me

Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love

You are magnificent, eternally
Wonderful, glorious
Jesus
No one ever will compare to You
Jesus

Where the evening fades
You call forth songs of joy
As the morning wakes
We Your children give You praise"

I trust in YOU.

Downfall.

2009-04-05T01:20:00.002+08:00

"Lord you are, more precious than silver.
Lord you are, more costly than gold.
Lord you are, more beautiful than diamonds.
Nothing I desire compares to you."

A song stuck in my head for 24 hours. hahaha! At least you don't hear me go "Shawty rock to the beat for your boy. Shawty!" anymore.

Title explains all. God I need you.

I miss my long hair. =(

2009-03-27T09:11:00.002+09:00

From this,

to this,

and this,

and this.

All in one year.

Of the many and the few.

2009-03-25T19:36:00.002+09:00

It's been ages since I last sat down and blogged. Uni life is gettin the best of me. I find myself just staring blankly into space during lectures. Emotions, stress and assignments are the part and parcel of it all. Its no fun at all I tell you.

See the stoopid things I find myself doing when I'm stressed and not in the mood to do work?!?!

So the past weeks were a bummer. Not only uni stuff bothered me but so much more as well. The thought of you leaving me out on so much things that we used to do are hurting me alot. It's not like when I started with him that I started to neglect you. I made it a point to hang out with you no matter what. I made it a point to call so you won't feel that I've lost touch with you because I have him. I update you once in awhile. It's not that I don't like her. I do. I think you guys look sweet together. But I just want to be included in things. I don't want to be left out. You know how much of an attention seeker I am. I feel like I mean nothing to you no more. All the laughter, all the tears. The plain truth?? I miss you. Alot. I miss how we can just hang out and fool around. But I didn't like the fact of how you treated me infront of the person you once loved. To know that what you did to me the other day wad far far worst than what you did to her really hurt me. I was hell pissed but tried to mantain a smile nonetheless. And to think that you had to hit me across the face just because she called me to find out a few things about you which you were unwilling to tell her was way overboard. These are all the things that I don't think you'll ever know or realise. It's ok. I'm used to it. It's not the first time these things happen to me before.

Can it be that hard for you to care about me, your friend, as much as you care for all your other friends? What is it bout me that differs me from the rest? Wait, I think I mite know. I'm fat and all I do is bounce around the place and insult people and only know how to care bout my own feelings and no one else's, never think reasonably and forever a slowpoke lazy bum. Am I right?!?! Sometimes what you say to me hurts but you just don't know. You don't know how I feel because I never tell you. I don't want to. I want you to realise.

Changing topics! That was gettin frustrating.

So today. I just finished my italian assignment!! Took me like 3 hours!! OMG!! Had breaks with Li Wei and Bowie and we got bored so.........

Yeaaa...

Arriverderci peeps!
(that's italian for bye in case you didn't know. See!! I'm applyin what I learn!!)

Its been awhile.

2009-03-06T00:03:00.003+09:00

Its been awhile since I last updated this bloggg...

My previous laptop crashed. The screen just went all "gaahhhh!!" on me. My screen was like you know how your television reception gets interrupted then all the lines appear?? Yea. That was my screen just that you can't possibly see anything but a black screen filled with lines lines and more lines.

Just got myself a new laptop not long ago. Quite happy although am still asking myself why I didn't get myself a MacBook. Hmmmm...

Uni started in mid Feb. And yes. That was when my stoopid HP laptop decided to fail me. How saddening. Stoopid laptop! Called up HP to get it fixed. Ended up talkin to this lady on the phone for like half an hour and burnt off like 40 dollars of my credit!! ='(. Anyway she said that there might be a possibility that I can get my laptop fixed but then it might not be under warranty. And a technician must look at it and they may charge like 200 dollars and hour!! WTH!!!

Then she went on to say that depending on luck I mite get my laptop back in a week or maybe even two months time!! OMG!! no way. So called mum and got permission to get a new laptop!! =DD! How nice.

Not much pictures to post up. Still in the camera and i cant be bothered to load all of it up now. So too bad! Hahaha!

Next. Uni started. ok. I just repeated myself. Dang! Im doing a Bachelor of Arts in Communicaiton Studies degree and have no idea what it is that I wanna major in yet. Currently taking Italian, French, Linguistics and Psychology. I must admit, that among all this subjects, Psychology can be said as the hardest to me then followed by French, Lingustics then lastly, Italian.

I guess ill end it here then. I don't wanna be writing an essay! Hahaha! Lols! Anyways. For those that are already feeling stressed with Uni, I hope this picture might just help you. Feel free to print it out and paste it on your wall or something hard =P

That's all Folks!! =D

The randomness of me!!!

2009-02-01T23:26:00.004+09:00

Laugh.

2009-01-31T18:06:00.007+09:00

Looking back at the past times. The many and the few, the tears and the laughter. If I said that I didn't miss even one of those times, I must be lying. But then somehow it all came to an end. I must say that everyone does make mistakes.

Perhaps this year will be my second chance. A new start. From the girl who thought sum guy was the world to her to the girl whose heart got broken on valentines and to the girl that thought she would never learn to love again.

I must admit, being crushed just like that makes one feel like the tiniest littlest thing on earth. But having great friends made me realise that life isnt all that!

Somehow I learned that all these fun in life come with its own consequences and that there will always be that silver lining to look forward to. Sometimes alot of bad things must cross a path before you learn to appreciate the things that you have.

Now, this girl promises to fill every single day with laughter like she always did. Laugh every trouble away. Laughter. Its the best medicine. For every second that you're sad you don't know how many seconds of laughter you're missing out on.

Y the sad face?!?!

Its time to laugh your troubles away!!!!!!!!!!!

I am B-O-R-E-D!!

2009-01-31T15:59:00.004+09:00

I'm at home on my last Saturday in Kuching!! How much more bored and boring can I get?!?!

Somehow time just seems to pass by so so quickly. Looking back I remember being at the airport leaving on the wee hours of 23rd November.

Lalalalalalalalala!! Juls is bored and her mind is blank! Maybe i can start packing. Hmmm. Hahahaha! I managed to get a 30kg weight limit on my flight back!!! Yay!!!!=D!

I love my new hair!! Nice nice!!

A week to go.

2009-01-29T16:27:00.002+09:00

It's been 2 months already and I'm gna be leavin for Perth in a week. The excitement is there then again the sadness is there too. I wish i didnt have to leave. Being alone there without your own family has its pros and cons.

Pros:
You're away from family and that certainly takes away mum's winging. =)
You learn to be independent.
You've got freedom to do whatever.
You can choose to answer your mum's call or not. (hehe! now of cz i dont do dat! *innocent smile*)

Cons:
You'll be missing your family soon enough everytym you see a family just spending time with each other.
The yummy Kuching food. *sad face!*
No car!!
No mum to do everything for you.
No brother to pick on.
No huge family gatherings.

That's practically it.

New Year!

2009-01-27T01:23:00.000+09:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Its a new year. Time for new things.

But seriously... 2008 was a bummer. Things that I thought would never happened. But then all in all I know that I have really learnt alot from the year 2008. I found someone new when i thought i would never have another again and things began to change.

Now as 2009 has been here for about a month already, I have made a promise to myself that I will have much much more fun that every1 will look at me and go "Is that girl ever sad?" That's who I will be. =D! Happy go lucky and carefree! And I will learn to live my life with no regrets or doubts lovin God my creator every single day of my life. =D!

So far as 2009 started a few things has happened! I changed my hairstyle...

I got short hair!!!

....and my house got flooded!! Didnt really expect it to occur again especially since it hasnt been happening for years already. But then the water just started rising and didnt bother to stop. So had to rush everything to a higher ground and all. Ill just let the pictures show wad happened.

That flood certainly made my mum lazy to bother cleaning the house and tidying up for CNY so we ended up with no open house this year.

But then CNY so far has been the bomb! I never remembered CNY to be like that before. Without the cleaning and the gettin ready for CNY, it felt to me as if CNY was just gna be another ordinary day. It was only as the clock struck 12am that got the spirit burning in me all over again. Standing out on the balcony looking at every angle were fireworks!! The entire sky was filled with dazzling colours and noises everywhere!! It certainly beats the Aussie Day celebration in Perth. It's the fireworks that gets the mood of CNY starting. Thats my point of view. Just the wonderful sparkling show of colours bursting in the sky everywhere you turn is just simply amazing.

Anyhoo!! Turns out that my mums plan of not having an open house didnt work out since my grandma is staying with us so my whole family came on the first day. Yups! And and... I was in my lovely sleeping clothes!! Didnt buy much new clothes so quickly rushed up and changed into this...

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

Lovely lovely. Went out with ex-classmates today. Fun fun fun!! I dun really know wad to say anymore. Had alot at first but I dont seem to remember. O wells.

The big group we went out in.

Thats all!

Better off forgotten??

2008-12-03T01:26:00.002+09:00

Somehow I keep having this feeling that I mean nth to people that I care the most about and that all the sacrifices I've been making we're all seriously just overlooked and forgotten or else pushed aside. There's seriously no denying it that I'm in demand of nothing because in actual fact I really am. I cannot begin to express how much I want a friend that I can count on and not a friend that will just end up leaving me alone in the corner and backstabbing me in the end or how much I would want close friends to actually stop whatever they are doing be it something important or not and just give me a little attention when I need it.

But then again who am I to ask for all these?? Ive been giving all the best pushes to friends who are close and even to those who aren't because somewhere deep down in my heart I always had this thought that they will do the same for me. You know the saying an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, or that's how I think it goes. But then even after countless of times that I realize that I'm being left all alone to fight this battle of life, I still keep thinking that there will indeed be someone that will come to the rescue and go through all the hardship with me as I did for whoever the person might be.

I will never learn huh? After being hurt more than once, twice, thrice. I guess this will be the hardest lesson that I will ever complete learning. This blog shall serve its purpose as a place where I will let it all out. The pretender I am when I say that everything is ok, the lonely, sad girl that is hiding behind buckets and buckets of laughter. This way I will not burden people with my emo annoying self.

Perhaps this is how I am suppose to be. The bible teaches to give and not to take. Perhaps this is what I am. Perhaps I am here on this Earth to help people and not to be helped. Or am I being too caring for those around me? Am I being too kind to them until it is that I am taken forgranted? Is it wrong for me to ask for a little care and compassion in return? Is it wrong to stand on the I-don't-know-if-it'll-ever-come-true fact that I will really get something in return for all I've done?

I DON'T KNOW.

A little smth to make my blog a little bit more colourful...

2008-12-02T22:03:00.003+09:00

Hahaha! It was dark and i was tryin to take a picture! What better way then using glow sticks aye!

I think, thats Andrew! My cell mate!!

I lurveeeeee this picture!! I editted it myself!! Wahahahaha!

My graduation dance team!!

A random photo during my first month in Perth

Don't they just adore me?!?!

Grad nite dance team again. Missing the choreographer.

Do I look lost to you?!?! That was the whole purpose of the picture!!!

Yup! That's the only way you can control my hyperactiveness I guess.

NO jokes! Its a REAL gun! Far out!!

Do I scare you?!?!

Wahooo!!! Under the table randomness!

My two cell mates! Jon and Jon!

*An abrupt end*

So what now?

2008-12-01T14:30:00.001+09:00

I just don't get it. I seriously feel apart form you now. I'm scared that when u get into another one (not that i don't allow you to get involved or anything) u'll slowly forget all about me and like push me away and all.

Gah gah gah! Whatever! I so do not know wad im typing now. Lack of updates. One reason. Im in kl. NO internet connection! So no blog updates. O wells.

Had fun today tho. Went to college with Lina. Now why haven't i ever heard of the course culinary arts?!?! I would have joined that ages ago! Its pure fun fun fun! A little stress here and there but then its all good! Hahahaha! But then again, if i had joined that course i wouldn't be in Perth, and i wouldn't have met some1!!! Hehehehe. So oh wells!!

I seriously have no idea wad else to say. I feel like my best friend has totally forgotten about my existance. (now actually pondering what he will seriously get me for my birthday. after all the trouble i went throught with his present. Cant believe i spent near to a hundred dollars!!!!OMG!! He's my best friend. Worth it! (i hope)).

I think this will b all. I have no idea wad else to say. So lalalalalalal!!!

Julz out!

Keeping a blog is not easy!!

2008-11-25T23:35:00.001+09:00

I never would have thought that keeping a blog would turn out to be something so difficult to do. Been really bz lately with packing and hangin out with friends b4 i don't see them at all for two months! Then i totally forgot all about my blog. I mean like there are times where i go ' owh ok!! I wanna put that into my blog!' and then i get lazy then i start to laze on my bed. Im sure Peter knows what I'm talking about. Don't you Pete?? Haha!

Man! Lately i've been feeling quite left out of things. Like I'm not that close to those in Perth and also not really close to those in Kuching. Sumhow I feel unupdated on things that are goin on with my friends. Nah, let me rephrase that. I feel unupdated on things that has been goin on with a certain friend. Yes. That's it. I shall not put a name down. I dun think anyone of them knows that i have a blog but then i still will not put a name down.

Well. We're best of friends and to me the idea of that is that we know basically everytihng about one another. So u can tell ppl whom uve met no longer than uve met me. And to come think of it I really dont think that you would be that close to them if not for me. Or maybe u will. I don't know. But then again y izzit that i feel like I'm being pushed away from you? So I hve a bf?!? He's not gna cum in between us. Y do u think I make up so much time for us? Because I dun want u to feel weird around him and I want to spend time with you as well. I dont want you to feel like ure a lightbulb or the third wheel when ure with us cz ure not. Ure my best friend and all I wanna do is spend time with you.

Well, I must admit tho. U mite not be the best person to go to when I need sum1 to tok to but then still I will tell you wads wrong. I dont let u ponder for the longest time till you get fed up. Gah! Ur lectures. Ur scoldings. Everything that ive been gettin from you all this while just makes me feel like this whole friendship is not worth it. The particular reason as to why i took so super long in making that photo booklet for you is because I didnt feel like doing it. Especially when u start to piss me off with ur stoopid decisions. I really really dont get it. I ask you to go so that I can spend time with you and you tell me " bullshit u wanna spend time with me" wth!! I really did ok! I cant stand especially when u start doubting and taking forgranted all the words that I say to you.

I really don't see that u cherish the friendship between us u noe dat?!?! I cant get u to go places just so that we can spend time together and others who arent even that close to you can. What the heck?! Im your best friend and I cant get you to go places. Then who the heck am I to you?! Grrr! I bring you to a place with friends so that we can spend time together. Did u noe hw heartbroken i was when u told me that u didnt feel like going?!?! And did u noe hw i felt when another person was able to convinced the stubborn you to go and me your best friend cant even manage to convince you?!?! Owh. I'm really sure u knew hw happy i was when u actually went but then i ended up gettin a scolding or muc rather was told off by you that you shudnt have gone to the thing cz all the rides were couple rides. But did u noe hw hard me and him tried to actually not make u feel left out?!?! Did u also know that the others didnt even bother to go on the rides with u once again?!?!? They were like askin us to go with you did you noe?!?! O wait! You didnt!!!

Grrr! I dont know what to say no more. This post shall end abruptly here cz I dunno wad else to say. U just pissed me off. I really hope things do change between us. Really I do. Bt then if it doesn't then what can I possibly do rite?!?

Me bored.

2008-11-14T10:26:00.002+09:00

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My very first post.

2008-11-14T09:26:00.007+09:00

I shall start with....

Im done with college yo!!!

Finally after a full freakin year of torture with school work and assignments and never ending exams im actually done. I cant freaking believe it! It's been already a year since I came to Perth in mid January. My new home for the next few years. Cool.

Now the boredom strikes. Ive got like a week to go before i fly back home to Malaysia and all the deliciously good and yummy yummy yummy food. I'm dead bored already. There's nothing much to do around here really and everyone is already flying off and packed up and not interested to go out and all. O wells.

Going out to the city with Kiat. Finally the one of the few who is still gonna be here and keep me company. I hope. =D. Not gonna go for youth. Spending some time with my friends b4 they fly off and I wont get to see them for months.

Stoopid babi's going clubbing tomorrow night. I can't go!!! Why?!?! Because my freaking birthday isnt until a freaking month later!!! And that sucks! They are all first timers to clubs and all and they goin in a big group for brenda's birthday. Hey!! Im a first timer too. =(. I don't care. If it is that anyone of you reads this (of which i really doubt because i dont anyone of them knows that i started blogging) you all are forced to go to burswood with me next year when i decide to celebrate a party with the title "Juliana is finally legal and is in Perth!!"

Yes yes!! She's gone!! No more late night whinings that i have to put up with. No more cunning tricks. No more having to bring down her freaking laundry!! No more I tell you!! No more!! Wahhooo!!! The nerve she has! I am so so not her freaking maid ok! Grrr!!

Hmmm. Im so out of things to type. O wells. I shall rattle more another time. Till then, Chiaozz!!!

~Julz~

The randomness of me!

Lessons

HOLIDAY!

Confucius say...

Oh someone just chop my head off!

things.

In the end.

I'll stop the world and melt with you.

I can't handle this.

Nostalgia.

Hello :)

Forget you.

Croquembouche!

OH SHIT.

:)

I wish.

UGH.

Current state.

...

FML

Uni stinks.

Who am I kidding?

I cannot believe this.

Pure awesomeness!

Me and my randomness.

Dear assignment.

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

What if...

57 hours and counting...

Things I get up to as a media student.

Of boredom and procrastination.

I...

:D

Hey you.

I'm not ready.

Guess what?!?!

Waddap yo?!

:D

Cloud 9

Hitz.fm boys.

Must try and avoid.

Randomness.

Hate.

Me and You.

CBF.

Hate.

Dead.

Linguistics.

Lately.

Honestly. Seriously.

Hmmm.

The End.

Its about time.

=(

Just a little something.

What is love?

Memories.

I want.

Lab report.

Study break.

........

Internet.

Bleah.

The internet.

Procrastination.

I feel...

Changes.

Bleah,

Bleah.

*no title*

A desire.

Wolverine.

Concentration.

Jump.

I love you God!

Camp.

Psychology.

When you start to defer because you don't know how to do your psychology report.

LOL!

Cravings

no title